A strangled smile fell from your face

It kills me that I hurt you this way

The worst part is that I didn't even know

Now there's a million reasons for you to go

But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes

To turn this around

I know what's at stake

I know that I've let you down

And if you give me a chance

Believe that I can change

I'll keep us together whatever it takes

this is a great track man:D

oh man..the one week hols is gone in a flash...
strange..i've been out like from mon and the only day that i stayed home, which was today, it didnt rain...

lets see what ive been doing this whole week...
#mon-went out to study at sn with gandu, sutanto and cecilia.
actually me, sutanto and gandu were supposed to go shopping luh...but gandu pangseh us..sigh nvm. i shant broooood over that.

#tues-0208 class gathering at sutanto's house.
it was kinda fun? haha. ok i dont sound very convincing. yea but we had a great time luh. :D WE HAD SOOOOOOOOO much food left omg. haha. sheer waste of money. then we went to catch rule #1. omg...it was so scary. . . cant believe pple like krystal and steph were kinda aloof? until today, im suffering from post rule #1 hallucination syndroms... :/

#wed-met up with stacey and zoe
omg. i miss them so much. i could hardly recognize zoe luh...maybe cuz of her hair. tsk tsk. as usual we carried out our shopping routine...but it was kinda strange..cuz we finished shopping like so early? like at 5. probably cuz of the weather too...hard to run to shopping malls. hahaxD

#thurs-i stayed at home.. trying to finish homework..apparently unsuccessful.
then at night, met up with cherrms, ape and liyin to have dinner! i miss them tons too! sigh..its like we used to be so close..now we can like barely see each other esp when ape and liyin have such busy schedules with their trainings! oh man...ok. then later we went to pool! :) i think im like addicted to pool and basketball... influence probably.

#fri-woah. i practised piano so hard man...my mozart piece really sucks and week after week i just give miss low the same performance...zzzz. i better buck up man. then i went swimming! the weather was really nice:D though the water was a lil' icy. haha.

now im like hearing all the tracks from lifehouse's album. they rock man!

kk. im gonna watch tv now:)